Dec
29
It used to be
That he said
For a while back then
Life he played
Wishing things would change
And life would bless
Rather than the curses he gets
He wanted no regrets
He used to speak
Negativity in tonnes
But little did he know
It is affecting his place
His entire wall was broken
Broken by that one pain
He spoke in past tense
A change in tense
Would change his grace
Would change his fame
Now he is changed
The present is all he embraces
He is blessed
And this is his testimony
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Dec
28
The breathing is heavy
Plenty of time wishing
Wishing this pain would fade away
A path chosen and it just might fail
Fail as the pain gets frailer
Leaving another disastrous trail of a failed attempt
At the least possible hour
A minute past midnight
She has stared death in its eyes twice
Both times death running away from her
Now she needs another method
Another reason to succeed in this mission
This suicidal vision
The vision is so clear
His enemies still near
As a separation of she from the enemy
Is what she desires in this time at least
The enemy is from within
The feelings of failure and no need
Useless she thinks she is
And this she will chose to be
An existent memory in their lives
After all no one loves her
That includes death
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Dec
27
If only she knew that she inspired many
She would not have tried to take her soul
The final trigger at the time she wrote
Her last wishes upon her departure
Was a simple comment from a long lost lover
Professing a truth that she knew he knew not about
She felt like a lepers
With limps that are slowly being eaten away
She felt like a beggar
With wealth of knowledge yet still poor
She dreamed of a future
But woke up to a screamy nightmare
She wished for peace and only one avenue was here
She wrote of the ills she had done
The ills to her mum
The killing of her unborn son
The stealing of a married man
She tore into her little soul
Cried for her heart to resist
The temptation of a final destination
The temptation of a rope on her neck
Her soul bleeds from within
Tears dried, and a sin
She is going to jump from within
Jump from her body to be free
She takes the leap
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Dec
24
With men it is hard,
to express love with one stride
Loving aloud is a challenge at first
We know that our ladies are
The center of a glacial enrichment
The pride of a champion’s reward
The essence of a perfect applause
We know that we are in so many ways silent
But we show in the little things we do
In the simple ways we call out your name
We try to hide but it is hardly easy
Words are hard and makes us fizzy
But if I trust you so much
You will know
If I care for you thus much
I will show
If I lack in one gift I compensate in more
Please embrace my more and ignore
The simple wording that you expect
I have said it a million times in my head
But just not as loud
I know you imagine my words
Now is time to read the ones I write on your skin
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Dec
23
It’s been a while since we spoke
Since we shared a word
Welcomed you to my world
It’s been a while since we reflected
On the past and the future inspected
For fruitfulness and leisure
It’s been a wile since I called
Your name or the phone
In your hands
It’s been a while but now I’m back
Back to making your life a part of me
It’s been a while so I will approach
Slowly
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Oct
14
In that moment when you decide you want to be alone
You request for alone time
You disappear into yourself and cry
In that moment when you say bye
And linger for a while to see if he will go
In that moment when you hold on
And wish you were not holding on alone
You want things to be different
You want him to say something
You want they to remain
You want solitude but with someone
You want them to go and return in that moment
In that moment you want your true friends to remain
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Sep
21
Nitapaa,
paa juu angani
With these little wings of mine
I will take a leap and flap
Flap so hard to get the lift
Rise from the fall
Look beyond my faults
Not of my making
Look beyond the poverty and rise
Rise to the skies above
Rise with the help of love
Love from you and they
Love in so many ways
Expressed with the help of one
You as a family of us
I will flap my wings and fly
Fly beyond today
Fly for tomorrow’s sake
I will flap my wings real hard
And gain lift
As you watch me take to the clouds
Fly very high
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Sep
20
Just because I say hi
It does not mean I’m interested
It pisses me off
To be considered a pest
For the mere action of being polite
I personally give a lot to people
Time is one of the things I got in plenty
Kindness is something I can never hold back
And just because I call and text
I say I’m blessed
Does not mean I want you at best
Play hard to get
You ain’t my taste
I was just being polite
And I’m sorry that was just that
Arggggggh
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Sep
19
I suddenly feel the urge to be
No longer a kid but a grown up
To please my queen and her misters
Dish out gifts to the gangsters
Feed the hungry with some wise words
I suddenly feel the tag from the whole world
To walk to the jails and unlock some
Kill the murders who are on death row
Take pictures of wars and claim for
Compensation of my brain for the torture zone
Where I took myself to for the world to know
I suddenly feel the need to
Become a bee, feed the entire being with sweet words
Make the earth retreat to slumber land
Become the batman during the day light
Be the news broadcaster and the weather man
I suddenly feel the need to do the impossible
Be some who I am not
Passionate yet a bad boy
Wish this could happen, now I let go
Of the pressure from nowhere
For me to be somewhere
I am my own and I will not do anything suddenly
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Sep
16
I am waiting for the chance
To look at her in her eyes
Avoid the smile from within
Make a curve with my legs
Stretch out my shoulders
Open my lips slightly
Utter the words
Hoping not to choke
Hoping for the best of all
Hoping the decision will not have to wait
I will ask
Ask slowly
Ask it nicely
Will you be my date from now henceforth
Make me the lucky man to call you babe
And mean every sense of it
Will you let me be?
Be
Be
Be your man?
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Sep
13
Officially extinct you say
So before you were born I was
I was crawling on the surface
Making life a place for other to live
Regardless of whether they live right or wrong
Suffering or enjoying the joys of living
I made something of this place
A different life you confess
But forget not that the past is where it all began
It began with a single strand of clothing
That changed the style
A single hem that made the cloth
Would you wear it that way if I hadn’t too?
It began with a single invention that changed the frequencies
The frequency that evolved to what you are tuned into
It began with a single strand that changed the music
Brought in the acoustics of this new jingle
The new jingle that you play to the mob
Mobilizing them to make you the leader
It began with a single word that began the revolution
And guess who invented the alphabet
As you grew up you thought of me as a burden
A burden on your back and you strived to duck
To jump of the cliff is all part of the plan
Part of the process of letting you discover
I held on to you as you took the leap
Off the cliff we were air bound
I did not flap my wings
So we set on a roll
And down we went as you straggled to flap
At last your wings got strength
So I let go and let you ascend
Watched you flap
Watched you go up
But I only wish you would request for my advice
Let me teach you how to flap through the volcanic ash
But since you feel you know so much
Call me extinct with my century old knowledge
Let’s see what you can do without me
Your mother to guide
A reply evoked by Kingwa Kamencu’s poem here
(It’s not a fight to oust the old guard from power showing them how it should be done! We should strive to get into their hems and be a cloth of change not a patch of threads.)
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Sep
12
from sayingmages.com
Today I smell of fresh daisies
Of sweet fragrances
Well laid out to depict my unique scent
My own perfume of today’s loveliness
Drawing the smile from the deep well
The well that hid my glowingness
Flashing across my cheeks
Defining my gift
My inborn reassure of life
Life that I embrace in my heart
With a joy of foreverness
And a conviction of bondedness
An outflow of happiness
Abundantness
Now we smile in fullness
I pass it on to you
Now smile
completeness
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Sep
09
My heartbeats are slowing down
Down to a simple hit and a simple pump
Slowly suffocating my solid life
Giving it fluidity in its solidity
As my emotional river
Stream to a rapid stop
At the edge of the cliff
Avoiding the solo fall
The only drop
Down the fall of forever
Before this there were numerous channels
Flowing to the loved ones and more
Now just an emotional zombie
Walking dead on four
My emotions disappeared
A plastic smile designed
Laughter from a pre recorded tape pressed play
Sweet words read from the script of a Mexican soap
Regardless of lost translations
My hands no longer feel
They just touch
Touch for the sake of it and nothing much
I have become a collection of art works
Graffiti inside
A painting outside
What you perceive is what you receive
But as you try to get the emotion
I disintegrate in the notion
And disappear into the nothingness of zilch
I hope this will be
That maybe I need not do anything
Need no solution in deed,
Or maybe the right person will come
And resurrect the life of my emotions
So that I may feel alive again
Just maybe.
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Sep
08
Today I spent time
Swimming in the deep end
The deep end of trust
That sunk fast
Into the waters of distrust
In contrast of what we heard
It was a sweet past
But now brings distaste
For its distress
Were enormous
I hurt myself in the process
Making life loose its prospects
Hurting was a norm and a contest
Of whether it will be in the fun context
I work hard to get my head high
High off the waters of past cries
Distill myself with a sweet smile
Dress my eyes in a positive spectacle
Walking through the feelings of obstacles
Since you left my past, you deleted yourself in my present and you can never be in my future
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Sep
07
What makes you wake up?
Wake up in the morning with that smile on your face
Conquest for the day already made
Failure a thing never mentioned your way
Success a friend and a marital affair
What makes you stand out from the rest?
Distinct in your walk and definition lucks
Determined to make you an example of sorts
Originality a gift and a steady path
You are you for the things you are
What makes you reliable?
Makes you reliable first to yourself then to the rest
The power to engage your time at best
Giving promises that make much sense
Keeping the mentions you allow to prevail
From your lips, your actions you keep
What drives you for the day?
Drives you to the goals that you cannot see
Attain a gift that you cannot buy
Why wake up if not for a purpose
Discover you and you will be a world’s role
Model
from google images
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